ૐ It's just me ☼ Lee Lee ૐ ☮ ♥

Hey y'all!

Hmmm... I don't think I've ever been this restless during my trip.
There is absolutely NOTHING to do here.
We are just tired, lazy and ill all the time.
All we do (Me, Annica and Johan) is sleep because it's too hot,
eat, surf on the internet, and watch movies. (most of the time at least)

Our guesthouse (OASIS) is nice and cozy, but I think it's too bad for us to stay here.
We feel comfertable at this time, and it's a bit like Langkawi, everyone knows everyone.
Long term people.
But you get and feel dirty, filthy, and lazy.
And it's not the cleanest house I've been to either.
We just hang around on the "round table nr 2" or watch new movies.
I really liked the lovely bones. Weird but cool movie.

We try to do things, but there is not much to do in a big city without much money.
And since I've been sick, it's even worst.
Well, me and Johan went to the BATU CAVES today and that was nice.
We also visited couple of stores today and yesterday that sells animals.
Dogs, cats, birds, turtles you name it.
It's looking really bad in those stores, for the animals.
It's not really clean, not enough space etc etc.
I saw so many cute puppies and kittens I just wanted to take with me home.
Look at this little thing. I saw one like this, OMG I LAUGHED!



And then the fishes.



Annica went to Melacca over a day, to see couple of guys we met in Tanah Rata!
She'll be back tomorrow and then I'm going to have a nice massage from her :)
That would do good for my stiff neck and shoulder, that I think is the reason why I have a migrain,
So, I'm going to bring Johan with me to the imigration tomorrow instead.

I'm getting better and better but I'm still not 100 %.
I just want to work out and have more energy and do more stuff.
But it's just so sweaty, sweaty, sweaty.
My sweat is actuallly just dripping the whole time and my clothes is so slimmed into my body.
Sometimes it's just too much, specially when you are sleeping and wake up SOKED!

Ok. Nothing more to say for today.
Because it's nothing interesting to say or do here.
Anyway, found couple of more pistures and wanted to upload them.




I can imagine that this is ME driving as soon as I got my license ;)

I'm on my 7th day of having migrain.
I'm taking pills everyday, usually it comes in the afternoon.
It's soooo hot here, and you get so tired!
I drink alot alot of water, compared to what I used to do.
Nothing helps!!!!
I also STILL have a dry cough, so I took the last of my money for medicine.
Still no cash on my account, soon I have to sleep on the sidewalk.

I can't wait until I get my ass on the flight to BALI again.
Tuesday is my ticket booked with Johan and Annica.
I just hope it's no problem with the imigration on monday.

Until then, I'm hoping my migrain is not because of my happy pills,
and I'm going to continue drinking water/Resorb.....
And 100 plus (The Malaysian version of Resorb)

Okey, time to leave this computer and let Annica pet me and my hair.
I've missed someone to pet me, or just be close to a friend.
I looove hugs! :) I need a big one today.... Mmmmmm...

Ciao

Rafflesia, the world biggest flower.
Walked in the jungle for 2 hours (one way) to see this.



Our jungle trekking group.
I try to look happy, even if I'm sick as hell...



Tea plantation.



Rafflesia.



Monkey buissness



Trekking

This is how the road looks like, where we WALKED for almost 2 hours outside
of Tanah Rata to see the wild Rafflesia flower that is the world biggest.
More pictures on the flowers come later.

Quite an experience to walk on that road, I would say.
And no, we weren't that lucky and had the car!

Money is on the account now. Woho!
Buuuut... I had to pay back more then half and that means that I'm broke again.
Sayonara to that 9000 SEK!
I really need a job. Now!



Passport CHECK!
Brunette vs. Blondie!

This morning when we left Mc Donalds,

we walked down to the bus station.

No No No, the first bus is not 07:40, it's 11:30!

What? You got to be kidding me?

If you want earlier buses, you have to go to the other bus station.

We sat down for a moment and I asked Annica

if she could touch / play with my hair for a second.

3 second later I was a sleep.

We finally got on the right bus, after million of hours.

I couldn't keep my eyes open.

We arrived, and from a ghetto town to a beautiful village.

 

We were 1524 meters above sea level, high up in a mountain.

It was cold. Really cold, but nice fresh air.

It didn't feel like Malaysia. It felt like home.

From sweating or ass off to absolutely freezing.

And I am sick too by the way so it didn't do any better.

On the way we saw tea plantations, strawberry farms,

butterfly farms, waterfalls, and of course.... alot of mountains!

We went from hell to heaven :)

The houses around us look like old swedish / german / Swiss houses.

But they are actually old english houses, since Cameron Highland is an old English Colony.

And since we saw alot of mountains, it looked like Switzerland alot.

(without snow) Here is no jungle, it's just forrest.

You see same flowers, trees etc as you do back home.

 

We arrived to FATHERS GUESTHOUSE wich is up a hill.

Looks like a nice old hotel / mansion.

Big Big garden and grass around you, that they take care of very very well.

They serve alot of tea here, and fresh home made scones.

Since my appetite has been really weird lately

I just decided to go to bed for couple of hours,

since we didn't sleep during the whole night and so I could feel better later on.

So, I wake up and I'm absolutely starving.

Take my medicine (malaria pills, before going to the jungle)

And me and Annica realised the problem I had.

I was sick because of the pills I took.

I lost my appetite of them, they made me vomit 20 min later.

(second time) and it felt like I had the winter desease.

I felt dead. Or at least I just wanted to die.

So I went back to bed again and woke up couple of hours later again.

Ok, I have to try to eat something.

Mushroom soup, tea and a scone. Perfect.

And we went back to bed again to try to straighten out our day rhythm.

We have 3 blankets and a sheet on us in the bed, and we are still freezing.

I wonder how it would be when I go back home?

Will I die????

WHO WILL KEEP MY TOES WARM NOW?

 

Time to say goodbye.

And since I don't have a camera anymore, I have to wait with all the uploading.

We use Annicas at the moment but she doesn't have a card reader. =(

One thing I realised couple of months ago is that ASIA is NOT for me.
I like it, want to experience the culture and see it anyway.
But I don't feel as relaxed as I do in other parts of the world.
Mexico is still my favourite. And many parts in Europe.

Anyway, we left this morning from Langkawi, wich is the best place I've been to in Malaysia.
Took the bus to Ipoh, to change bus to Cameron Highlands.
After being on ferry for almost 2 hours,
bus to town and then change bus again for 5 hours almost.
We were tired, cranky and both of us has our RED WEEK.
We just wanted to get on the other bus, get a bed and sleep.
I hate long bus rides, but it's just so much cheaper then flights.

What happens? We arrive in Ipoh and there is no busses until 07.40.
Great. Just what we needed. And from here, our adventure begins.
It was 23.00 at the time and taxi drivers was almost dragging us inside their cars.
So, we decided to get a room and just sleep.We stop in the middle of nowhere. Nothing is opened.
No one on the streets, no nothing nada. No people.
A chinese guy comes out, open the gate in front of the door.
It looks like shit, but I went inside while Annica was outside waiting.

Worst room I've ever seen on my trip.
And I've seen alot of shitty rooms.
This was too much. This was just it. I just can't do it anymore.
The walls were mouldy, floor was dirty with paper laying around the bed.
And the sheets were NOT clean.
We try to keep our faces and just sleep there for couple of hours and the leave.
We also decided to go for a walk, being on a bus for a whole day hurts your ass!

Goes down, no one there. Gate is locked. We were locked in.
No one in the hotel. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?
I scream and ring the bell, knock on doors. NO ONE!
Me and Annica didn't want to stay.
No good karma at all since we arrived.
Both of us said it looked even better to stay and sleep at the bus station.
The owner were across the street.
Did I mention that we took our stuff and fucked of pretty quick?

We walked around with our bags for almost 1 hour.
People stoping on the way, showing directions and wanted to drive us.
We were just annoyed, angry, hungry,
tired and just wanted to be left alone and don't have UGLY MEN talking to us.

We found the other bus stop and it was empty, no nothing there.
It was the WRONG bus stop. It was for the local buses.
We sit down, Annica walks around to look around.
A strange man came up to me from NOWHERE.
He was high on something, or just a fucked up psycho!
He walks after Annica, I didn't have a good feeling about this.

Annica comes back, the man was hiding between 2 buses.
Something is wrong. The man comes back.
We take our bags and leave, get a fucking taxi back to the first bus station.
The man left before us and were hiding between 2 other buses this time.
And when we walked by, he was jerking of.

At this time I was so pissed of allready.
And I can tell for sure, if I didn't have my 2 backpacks I would run
after him and kick his fucking ass! (He was really small)
And I had a lot of anger coming out. I scared him anyway,
screaming like an idiot on him. What a FUCKUP!!!!!
" Fuck you, Fuck off you idiot before I run after you and hit you, YOU MOTHER FUCKER"
With my nice Swedish / skåne accent. haha.
Took the first cab back to bus station no 1, where we arrived in Ipoh.
Hungy as idiots, (just been eating 1 egg this morning) and some chips.
We walk in to the ONLY safe place in town.
The AMERICAN EMBASSY (Mc Donalds with other words)

Free Wi-Fi. And here we sit right now.
Tired and still cranky. It's 3 am now.
Sweaty, legs hurts, ass hurts, back hurts, everything hurts.
Same clothes for 2 days, almost 3 by now.
Look like shit and I just wonder when this nightmare is going to end.

When is my dream going to change?
Where is the KNIGHT with the WHITE HORSE that is coming to pick me up?
My prince?
Where is my MISTER BIG?

I didn't think I would say this, but GOD DAMN I miss Thailand!
I prefer hookers instead of Muslim jerkoffs.
I also wonder if we are going to survive this night / morning.

We'll see....

Good night...

Ok, I have to take this short, we have to leave any second.
We're sitting at Starbucks right now, at the jetty and are suppose to leave Langkawi.
Yesterday we took the taxi in to the jetty, waaay to late and missede the last ferry.
Something told us to stay, and both of us are glad we did! It was our destiny! =)

So, we decided to go down to the Yachtclub and watch the sunset.
And there it was.... My old job. My little boat - Raja Laut.
For couple of seconds it felt weird but then we decided to walked down
and say Hi and to show Annica around, where I spendt so much time during my trip.
The new crew welcomed us good and were feeding us with beer! Nice.

I told Stephan that we missed the last ferry and 2 seconds later, our backpacks was in the cabins.
Free stay for the night, and dinner and drinks.
Couldn't get any better, just what we needed at that moment.
I felt good. I felt really good actually.
Talking to Stephan about everything that happened lately.
It felt like something inside of me released. Some of the negativity I had inside for a while disapaired.

Two bottles of wine later, and the time was way past bed time -
I could not talk swedish or english anymore.
It was totally SWENGLISH.
The music was way to loud and everyone was just talking shit.
Bla bla this and Bla bla that. We had a funny night!
The marina was quiet and peaceful.
Raja Lauts reputation is to be a party boat.
We had to keep the reputation alive.

And then I passed out in one of the cabins.
Woke up this morning and had no idea where I was.
The first thing we did was taking our backpacks and fucked off right away.
And now we are off to Cameron Highland. A beautyful place.
Check it out online.


hasta la vista, baby




Annica and some coffee...

meow meow meow...dance... dance.... dance....

When me and Annica is hanging around with eachother,

a normal day for us looks like this:

 

We find a kamikaze cricket, trying to kill himself in the zink.

Annica turn on the tap and spray some water on him.

He jumps on to Annicas sweather and sits there for 20 min.

She or we had a new pet! (for 20 min only)

We went to town, it's dark outside and she think it's gone.

After all he is a kamikaze cricket.

As soon as we come to town,

we walk in to the store to buy some toilettepaper (haha)

and sees that he is still there. Alive.

The owner in the store talked shit about our pet

and told him that he is noisy at night.

Don't ever talk shit on other people pets man!

So, anyway we walk out and say goodbye

to the people that work in the store.

The drugdealer in town with other words and his employee.

On the streets where we walked around,

and found ourself a little bit blurry in our heads, we see 2 cats.

Since the people talked shit about our pet,

I decided to give the cricket to the cats.

Annica agreed.

I mean, the cat is hungry and needs food too.

 

So, we had a nice view of a cat eating our kamikaze cricket.

I hope it was a better death then trying to kill yourself in the zink?

 

Being back in Langkawi at Rainbow guesthouse feels weird.

Many things that I miss, and many that I don't miss.

I have very good memories, and also very very bad memories from this place.

Laying in the bed with a mosquito net around me,

trying to sleep but still can't stop thinking.

Crickets and gecko sound around me.

I'm laying in THAT bed. Again. But alone.

I thought I never would do that again.

I think that ”THAT NIGHT” (that is still so clear for me)

made me so hurted that I never could trust this person ever again.

No one have ever hurted me so much and acted like nothing.

What did I do to deserve that?

I trusted myself because I knew something was wrong that night.

and my intuition is always right.

Since that day nothing was ever the same

between us and never would be, even how hard I tried.

And believe me, I tried.

But I should have known better at that time, way better.

You are just stupid and I think that I just need or like

to feel like shit for a while and then realise how dumb I've been (once again)

and then move on to something else and feel better again....

This person is now dead in my eyes, and is not any longer a part of my life.

I just wish that things could be the same as it was before.

When we were happy, having fun and didn't have any problems in the way.

I miss having him in my life.

Or maybe just the drama?

I'm gonna search for a job that gives me good pay when I get back home.
I've been thinking for a while to send a CV to Annicas job on the ship, DFDS.
Then I get my STCW 95 + more for free, and I get qualified.
If I get it! Work for couple of months,
pay of my money I owe back home and later in
December - January and then March - August NEXT year,
I got offered a job as a NANNY on board a sail boat,
to teach their 2 kids english and take care of them of course.
This can be it! This is what I've been waiting for!
I don't want to be a stewardess, I want to be around KIDS!!!
They make me happy!
Anyway... If so.... we are going to sail from TRINIDAD (oh lalla)
to somewhere else in the caribean, and then later on to Europe!
I received the e-mail today, while fixing everything with my ticket, bank, embassy, phone etc.

I still want to be a teacher and a writer.
I heard that you don't need a TEFL in Cambodia.
We'll see, I just have money problems now.
I can't take any course or be qualified without money and that kind of sucks big time.
So, with other words, I can't get paid alot.
If I don't be a prostitute of course.... But that's not an option!

And I am soooo glad I had Annica when I got robbed.
If I was alone I couldn't have done anything.
No phonecalls, no bank to put money in at the moment,
not paying for my bill, loaning me money .... nothing.
I think I just would go home and cry.
But I tried to take everything as positive as I could and I was just laughing.
What could I do?

I was lucky in the unlucky....
Because I didn't have any money on my Malay no.
My Swedish phone is locked to Sweden, so no one can use it.
And I canceled my contract with 3 asap.
I almost didn't have any money on my bank account.
My photos on my camera I uploaded to my computer before I left the room the same day.
So the valueble things I had was my money and my passport.
Some photos, my music on my phone and all my 200 numbers on the phone.

So, please, send me your number again to me!!! :D

I'm gonna try to find myself a rich husband at the FORMULA 1
here in Kuala Lumpur the 2-4 april. No, just kidding.
But YES, me and Annica decided to go and see it.
It has always been one of my DREAMS to see a FORMULA 1 race.
I've been to Monaco, where they race alot but the
Formula 1 was not there at the moment. :(
Maybe I can hook up with Michael Schumacher,
or even better... I've got a new favorite - Jaime Alguersuari
Team: Toro Rosso, The youngest driver ;D



Helloooooooooo......

Our Swedish translation on the whole Polis Polis Potatis Gris,
(Police Police Potatoe Pig)
sounds SOOOOO much funnier in english.
So, if you are engish and read, I bet you're like "WHAT?" right now.
Can't explain, Sorry!

Anyway.
My day today....
Me and Annica woke up WAY too late (14.30)
and took us down to KLCC, the Petrona Towers for a nice breakfast.
Salmon baguette. =)
It was crowded at that time, alot of people.
When we are about to finish up and pay our bill I see that my bag is not there.

HAHA, very funny. Where is my bag?
No, seriously... Where is my bag? I panic!!
My PASSPORT, money (the only I had left), VISA card,
camera, my 2 cellphones (swedish and malay). Photos and couple of other stuff.
GONE? GONE!

Went to the MALL security police and they escorted us in to a control room where we did a report.
Then we walked down to the Tourist Police where we did some more reports.
The officer had a trainee with him, and as we know -
Many Malaysians are a bit slow so it took time.
But it wasn't like I was going anywhere anyway.
They were very nice and friendly and took good care of us.

Then they escorted us back to the Petrona Towers, in to the control room,
behind everything, to watch the security tapes.
Felt a bit like CSI but we didn't have any luck finding our suspect.

First thing to do tomorrow is to visit the Swedish Embassy and fix a new passport.
The plan was to get over to Borneo, but I think we are going to get over to Langkawi
since I can't fly anywhere, and just WAIT until everything arrives.

Granny and Mum helped me so I could cancel my VISA card.
I didn't have so much on my card anyway, I had cash!
And all my cash got stolen, so here I am... With nothing.
And my phone with contract and everything.
Luckely I saved all my pictures this morning on my computer.

Fucking Passport. I wanted it to be fully stamped when I come home.
Now I have to start all over again. FUCK!!!!!!!




Me and my police report.



Me in the Police car, VIP escort!!!


So, traveling people....
HOLD YOUR BAG TIGHT TO YOUR BODY!!!!!!!!!
No matter if you are sitting down in a restaurant eating.
Be careful, it can happen anywhere to anyone!

If you read the advertisement on the BLOGG.SE homepage
You can donate some money for the orangutangs in Indonesia.
And to the rainforest with WWF.

My idea is that I prefer to go there myself and adopt or help one.
I had a dream about this, and I told a guy at the Muay Thai Camp.
He told me that you can go there and do some voluteer work in the rain forest.
You help the animals and you stay and eat for free.
That sounded like the best plan ever!

Last day at the camp. Buhu. :(

I can't believe I'm actually leaving tomorrow.

I just started to like it here, and gettin' used to it.

Started with my training again and started to get to know all the people now.

And it's time to go. uuuuhhhh...

Well, it was fun anyway. I'm glad I did it. :D

And I guess that I'll be back here again one day. For sure!

 

Yesterday was fun.

One random thing that happened that I liked was when we

were inside the TUK TUK and beside us, a motorbike with food drives by.

I reach out my hand for some food, just for fun.

The guy reaches out his hand to mine and gives me a CORN on the way.
TALK ABOUT FAST FOOD!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA...



Me and the guys from the camp.

Pretty hungover this morning.

My head was heavy. I knocked on Matt's door.

- Breakfast? Beach? Yes? Yes!

 

On the way, we passed the Scottish guys,

went with them to a Swedish restaurant. Mamma & Pappas. Haha.

I've finally got my meatballs for late breakfast.

They were soooo good. I could go there again!

And the lingonberries. Yum Yum!

 

Then the guys said something even better then the beach.

A pool to chill out in all day long.

Oh yeeees, sounded like the best plan ever!!!

Chillin' there all day and laughed alot,

eating ice cream and after that I didn't feel hungover at all.

Then I decided to go for a oil massage.

And since then I've just been laying here all day long.

(Or sitting outside the room, so I've got internet connection haha)

 

Ate a bag of DJUNGELVRÅL that I found in the store yesterday.

Salt liqurice munch!! :D

And some noodles, and that's it for today.

Time to get up early and pack my bag.

I wonder what time the busses leaves to Kuala Lumpur?

 

Couple of nights ago I had a dream about my private blog.

My private blog is a very censur, detailed sex blog wich no one knows the adress to.

Or know about (until now).

Last time I updated that one was December 2008 though.

I could't remeber I even had it, until I had a dream about it.

I woke up and thought: Hmmmm... I wonder what the adress is?

I was right the first try. Somehow.

I read my old blog posts and literally just stared at the screen.

OMG. I was amazed by myself and my writing.

Maybe I'm the next Carrie Bradshaw?

I decided to update it, with more stories. HAHA.

 

Goodnight World

Woke up 10.30 today. Nice.

Breakfast and computer time as always.
Birdy coffee, fitness cereals with apple and milk.

Nothing to do today, so what do you do?

You go jogging during the day, in the sun.

Since I've got no motorbike,

I can't go to the beach or other places without paying for it,

or have someone bringing me there.

No license, no driving. I could drive a scooter but I don't like

it here in Thailand since everyone I talked to has crashed!

 

One of my earphones is broken, so only sound in one ear.

That sucks alot, but I manage to go running anyway!

Local people smiled and waved at me, gave me high five on the way.

That felt good. I am feeling good. Alot better at least!

 

The locals think we are crazy, go running in this heat.

Well, I am... Or we are...

I love it, even if I complain about it haha.

It is hot, hot, hooooot.... Too hot actually.

So I went back to the gym and started to work out there instead.

Not that it helped so much, cuz I'm still outside, but there is no sun. :P

By the time I was finished, Matt walked into the empty gym

and started to box a little, for fun.

 

Nothing to do. I'm restless!!! I go ko-ko!

So, I went back to my room and made myself 2 sandwiches

and now I'm watching a movie on the movie channel on the tv.

The same movie I watched on the airplane,

going home from Cancun, Mexico couple of months ago.

I can't remember the name of the movie.

I remember I sat there, watching it, crying and crying.

I don't think I've been crying so much in a very long time.

I really didn't want to leave Mexico and the people I met.

But everything comes to an end sooner or later.

It's just life.

Now, I don't cry over leaving people anymore.

It's more of a routine these days.

I wish it wasn't though, cuz I've met so many amazing people during traveling.

Cecilia is also in the room, reading. We get along very well.

She is leaving tomorrow though, and I will be alone in my dorm.

YES!! Privacy!!

 

Later today it's time to go to the Muay Thai class 16.00.

After that, it's time to get to Kata, play mini golf and get wasted.

Dinner and drinks it is!!! And golf of course haha.

I'm hoping to have a great great night, and get shitfaced! :D

And have a night I'll never forget.

I know I will... =)

 

Kiss on the ass to everyone, from me.

Ciao

Good morning!

Time to say Goodbye to T, again.
Worst goodbye ever, not like on Isla Mujeres.
Well, then it was breakfast time.
Yogurt and cereals with cashewnuts.
Had to much, and the chicken walked by me this morning....
So, why not give them my left overs?
That's how we lived in the Pirate Camp.

Packed my bag and said goodbye to Mishko and Kaishu.
Not to Jory. He didn't say much.
And he didn't give me the amount of money that I was expecting.
Apparently he wasn't happy about my work.
But he didn't tell me, he just told Tim -
Who apparently was kind of a messenger between us.
I can't stand those things. But who gives a FUCK?
I don't want to waste bad energy on someone.
It's just money, and that's not everything.

I was suppose to leave to Langkawi, Malaysia today.
But I didn't really feel like it. Something told me to stay here.
I went to the internet cafe. (And I'm still here.)
I talked to a guy (Matt) I met on Phi Phi.
He is here in Phuket too.
At Rawai, in a Muay Thai Camp.

- Come and visit, he said.
Hmmm... It actually sounded really tempting.

OK!! Let's go and do some work-out for a week! :D
It's better doing that then going to Langkawi and get wasted. Right??
I have to wait for Annica anyway somewhere.



This little fellow is a new member in the family.
Tree froggy!

So, now it's time for me to do some work again.
Fit for fight.

I can't believe I've stayed here for 9 days all ready.

Time flys by when you are having a great time.

Soon time to leave the Pirate Camp and move down to Kuala Lumpur again.

I can't wait, but I'm going to miss The Pirate Camp though.

The last couple of days has been a really nice time for me.

I haven't been this comfertable in a while.

I figured out what I want to do with myself.

My passion is my writing, even though I don't write that good.

But it CAN be better, and I KNOW it.

Maybe if I go to a class or something?

But I just like to write about myself, and other stuff what's going on around me.

And what interests me. Travels etc.

But do people really want to read about that?

I can work as a freelancer?

I'm not that much of a computer freak,

I don't know how to change my blog so it looks better,

I don't know how to do a good homepage or how to

change and make your pictures look good in photoshop.

I know many people who CAN do this though.

 

But I know that you can get alot of money made from your blog.

Today's bloging is mostly just about fashion and make-up though.

And that's nothing I want to write about.

 

Well, anyway enough talking about that....

Another thing I like to do is taking care of kids.

That has always been something on my list, what I want to do.

But I never putted some action in to it.

I like to have fun and kids are funny and they like to have fun too.

So, I haven't really figured out how to get a solution out of my plan yet.

I need to put some more thinking into it I guess.

It would be really easy for me to get a job as a english teacher,

IF I spoke english as my first language myself.

But I don't. :(

 

So, maybe be a part time writer that takes care

of poor children in other countries?

That would be something to write about, wouldn't it?

I really like Kaishu, he is a smart kid.

(He is Mishko's and Jory's son, the family I stay with)

If I get children, I want my kid/kids to be like him.

He is cool and he asks a million questions,

and he remembers all the answers too.

I really can't wait until I get my own children.

 

Kaishu and his dad Jory.

 

Yes, you heard me right.

I think it's gonna take a while though,

I have to find a good man first.

And THAT my friends, is NOT something easy!

 

My friend told me a good thing once, that I remember:

THAT YOU HAVE TO KISS ALOT OF FROGS BEFORE YOU FIND YOUR PRINCE.

 

And that.... is true...

Time for bed. Good night darlings.

I woke up this morning and decided to do an

adventure trip with myself today. With my mind.

I was in another state of mind when I left my bungalow.

I said to myself: Lee, this is one of the best day in your life.

It was the correct answer.

I decided to take photographs during my day of peace and harmony.

For documentations, so other people can enjoy it with me too.

 

Nobody was home when I woke up. Yes!

Alone, better. I was not in a social mood today.

Adventure trip!

I never went on a adventure trip alone before, just with Michel.

But since I'm not home and Michel is not here, I did it alone.

I know he would like it though.

So anyway, I took my camera and I left my bungalow.

At the left I heard the monkeys scream in the jungle,

then it becomes completely silent.

The only thing you could hear was the sea.

The waves coming up on to the beach and far

away you can heard a long tail boat driving around.

 

 

You heard the sound from my flip flops in the sand.

Flip, flop, flip, flop....

The sun was burning on my shoulders.

I'm was completely alone on the beach.

Suddenly in front of me a man walks by, from nowhere.

Alone on a empty beach, what do you do?

Do you say Hello or do you continue walking?

 

I looked down in the sand when I walked

so I could see that I didn't step on any crabs.

I think it's beautiful how the crabs can create such cool small sand balls.

It's like art and it's pretty.

 

In the water I saw our dingy floating around, next to couple of long tails.

I continue my walking on the beach.

Until I reached the restaurant! Time for a breakfast stop!

I walked in and I sat down. Nobody comes.

The chef and the staff had a lunchbreak haha.

I think I sat for 10 minutes before someone came with the menu.

I got my lemon juice anyway,

but had to wait for my club sandwich until the chef finished his lunch.

If you did that in Sweden, you'll get fired haha.

I didn't care. I was happy anyway.

Welcome to Thailand everyone.

 

I had alot of time to photograph my

adventure day at the Pirate Camp, while waiting for my food.

I remember sitting and watching my foots in the sand.

The feeling was incredible.

Sandy of course, but the sand was soft, hot and nice.

The more you dug with your foot, the colder sand you got.

(I love to play with sand, even if it makes you dirty.)

 

 

Down at the beach there was a little thai girl

running around and playing with 2 good looking golden retreivers.

She was throwing rocks in the water and the dogs tried to catch them.

This went on for 20 min at least, while I was waiting for my food.

It was hell of a show but suddenly the girl got

wet on her dress and decided to go up.

The dogs were still in the water,

waiting and waiting for someone to throw a rock out there...

Then I thought about Astrid, Sophies old dog.

My best friend who is no longer with us. :(

 

 

I sat there for a while and looked around me.

In the background they putted on Jack Johnson.

I looked at the beach, the waves, the boats, the dogs,

the sand, the palms, the costumers around me,

the kid running around and everything that surrounded me.

 

And I thought: What a life I have.

I will never treat this feeling I have right now with something else, ever!

I fucking love this place. It's so different.

The only thing I dont want to do today is to be social.

I wanted to be alone. Alone and become one with planet earth.

I think I finally overwon my fear on lonelyness.

I'm happy for myself. One more check on my list.

 

Finally, I got my clubsandwich.

I was starving. Then I decided to continue my adventure.

I walked for 5 minutes, then it was too hot and I really wanted

to write everything I had on my mind down on a piece of paper

or the computer so I decided to walk back again.

I stopped on the way and took of my sarong,

layed down on it in the sand,

took of my bikini and went in the water.

Nice to work to get the tan lines off when you are alone! :)

The water was hot, clear and nice.

I layed in the water for a while.

Listened to the waves, played with some shells and rocks,

went up and then did the same 3 times.

 

 

I went back to the Pirate camp and there was still no one there. Nice!

Got in the kitchen and had some more to eat.

Munch. Some left over pasta. Yum.

Mishko is an excellent cook. Her food is healthy and good.

What else can I say more then JAPANESE?!

I love Japanese food.

And I like Mishko alot even if I haven't talked to her that much.

 

I sat outside the kitchen for a while,

just looking around and listening to everything around me.

So many animals and so many sounds.

 

By this time I was really tired in my mind (and from the sun).

So, I finally got back to my bungalow and could write

everything down from my private adventure trip I had today with myself.

I layed down in bed, under my lovely mosquito net.

I felt like a princess, like I always wanted.

Why didn't I get a mosquito net when I was a kid

when I really wanted to be a princess?

Well, I finally got it so I guess it's never too late for anything!? :)

I putted on my fan, and I started to write...

I was thinking about how great my day today had been

and how aweful my night, the day before was.

It's funny how everything can change in just couple of minutes.

 

I fell a sleep, and I woke up when it was getting dark.

”The Family” was home again.

Kaishu was calling my name outside my bungalow.

Miwa came running towards me and went inside my door.

I gave her a big hug, and she gave me a big kiss with her stinky breath.

Good girl. Time for food! Perfect timing. Fresh springrolls!

 

That was my day at the Pirate Camp today.

My adventure trip. The perfect day!

I don't think I've ever felt such harmony with myself.

I will go for a late night walk adventure trip tonight.

We'll see how that ends up.

 

See you later dudes!

The fucking rooster woke me up again.

But today I was prepaired. EARPLUGS HAHA!!

So, I fell a sleep again and woke up again at the same time like yesterday.

Breakfast and the walking in the mud out to the dingy and to be boat.

Working 08-17, sanding and varnishing.

Lunch was great! I love japanese food!

When boss Jory came, I jumped in the sea for scrubbing the boat from the outside.

Alot of seacreatures get stuck on the boat and it's really hard to scrub off somehow.

It was nice with a bath, but I was really tired from sanding all day.

After that, time to get up and get dressed.

Today was the last celebration of chinese new year

so the thai had a market with food, things, performances, etc etc.

We went there, to a vegetarian restaurant and

splitted 7 plates between 4 and a half person.

Drack some wine and continued walking around,

I haven't had a glas of wine since my time on Raja Laut.

Oooh, it was good! :)

Tried some piña colada on the way and then took the car back home.

I felt good. I was happy. I had a smile in my stumache.

Not because of someone/thing else, just myself.

I felt sparkly and confidente.

Windy ride home in the back of the truck,

then we just sat and talked in the door of T's bungalow.

Kaishu.

 

Went in for writing my daily story down before going to bed.

I can do this for a living god damn it!

Tomorrow is just work for couple of hours and then we

have couple of days off (monday I think) before continue sanding and stuff(?)

On my list for tomorrow: Shop for some hygien products,

internet café, vaxing, massage and alot of drinks at night.

My eyes is seeing dubble right now so I think it's time for me to go to bed now.

 

Good night party people! :)

Woke up from the rooster at 06.06.... Mad!

Put some earplugs in my ears and went to bed again.

Woke up at 07.10 again, time to get up and start working.

Fucking ROOSTER!!!

Breakfast. 2 toasts with peanut butter (didn't have something else)

And coffee. The coffee they have is good, tastes like Balinese coffee.

The coffee just sinks to the bottom of the cup.

But I really miss the Swedish coffee though!

 

Nothing interesting to tell you guys today actually.

Not more then I've been sanding the boat today,

in the sun and it was too hot like always.

The sun makes me really tired, after work I just passed out in my bungalow.

Woke up an hour later or so and just wanted to drink something really cold.

Actually Tim came with the idea before I asked.

Sounded like a good plan to go and drink a cold lemon juice.

 

Still tired, I guess you get tired when you can't do or go anywhere...

I'm a bit restless, but I see everything as a mission for myself.

I always make it anyway :)

Then it was time for dinner. Mishko made some vegetarian food.

REALLY NICE Indian food! Yum Yum.

And her and Jory's kid Kaishu (or however he spells his name)

have been asking questions all day long.

He is 5 y.o. and he never stops.

Why, where, what, when etc. Mostly WHY is this and why is that.

And sometimes you don't even got the answers yourself haha.

He is so cute. He speaks Japanese, English and Thai. :)

Smart and cool kiddo. I miss playing with kids.

Kids makes me happy, it's nice! :)

 

 

This area is a really nice place to stay actually.

I like it more and more every day, but not the spiders though.

I don't mind the rest (geckos, ants, mosquitos,flies etc)

I know one person that would love this place (I think).

And his name is Michel Legnered.

He would enjoy this alot, the little hippie.

So, anyway.... I will show you how it looks like now.

With video and pictures.

Video has to be uploaded later sorry.

 

Bungalows.



Some orange funny insect. :)

Enjoy and have fun. Time for bed again.