Be honest and straight forward!!!!
Why is everyone always ending up with fighting over me?
Well, I'm greatful that actually someone fights over me.
That's always nice.
Some don't even have verbal conversation in this fight.
It's just something that you know.
What I think everyone should do?
SPEAK UP!
Be clair with your message.
And stick to it.
I AM NO MIND READER!
And I don't want to be either.
I play no games anymore.
If you want something, say it!
Don't be shy, I won't eat you...
BE HONEST AND STRAIGHT FORWARD!
That's what I am.
I have nothing to hide, ask me and I answer with the truth.
But don't you whine on me.
Peace out!
Well, I'm greatful that actually someone fights over me.
That's always nice.
Some don't even have verbal conversation in this fight.
It's just something that you know.
What I think everyone should do?
SPEAK UP!
Be clair with your message.
And stick to it.
I AM NO MIND READER!
And I don't want to be either.
I play no games anymore.
If you want something, say it!
Don't be shy, I won't eat you...
BE HONEST AND STRAIGHT FORWARD!
That's what I am.
I have nothing to hide, ask me and I answer with the truth.
But don't you whine on me.
Peace out!
Roller coaster of life.
For over one year ago I met a guy that totally changed my life.
It's weird for me to write this and realize it.
But this person was different and something like I never met before.
That's why it was interesting and I want to try all kinds of different things.
Try the forbidden fruit.
Sooner or later you realize that it's not good for you though.
From changing my life to the better to change to the worst I ever felt.
I went on the worst rollercoaster in my life,
but in the same time it was one of the best rides I ever had.
Because I woke up after the ride, like someone shook me around.
Today it's easier to "look back" and see everything I been through and how it changed me.
But I think : If I've never met this guy I still would go and treading the same steps.
Be myself like I've always been.
And have the same old habits.
Surely the Yoga changed alot in my life and I "WOKE UP" when it comes to many thing.
I think that it was ment to be for me to meet this person so I could feel good and bad.
Just to make a change. when it comes to myself.
And he helped me good. (or I did it myself).
Then suddenly this person disapaired out in the blue
and I have no idea who this person is anymore because he is not in my life any longer.
I erased name, memories, thoughts and nearly everything.
Poof, gone. Just like that.
The only memories I have right now is places we been to together, and they are not here.
They are on the other side of the world, so it's pretty easy for me to let go.
He helped me to erase him as well.
One exemlpe is erasing ALL my sms from him.
That made me really really sad.
So there is actually nothing to look back on anymore.
Not more then my brown calender, a bartending book, a business card and some pictures.
I still wonder who this person is, for real.
There are still so many things I wanted to know,
but I never got the grip from anything that surrounded him, his life or thoughts.
And I think that's why I tried so hard as well.
Sometimes you just want KNOW.
Well, I just want to thank him for being in my life for a short moment.
In good and bad, wet and dry, and as a lover and a friend.
I wish him all good in life and thank him for all the good moments we had.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME TO CHANGE MY LIFE!!!
Where ever you are, and if you read this, I am sorry for what I did and said.
And I think you understand why.
I will never forget you. I miss you.
It's weird for me to write this and realize it.
But this person was different and something like I never met before.
That's why it was interesting and I want to try all kinds of different things.
Try the forbidden fruit.
Sooner or later you realize that it's not good for you though.
From changing my life to the better to change to the worst I ever felt.
I went on the worst rollercoaster in my life,
but in the same time it was one of the best rides I ever had.
Because I woke up after the ride, like someone shook me around.
Today it's easier to "look back" and see everything I been through and how it changed me.
But I think : If I've never met this guy I still would go and treading the same steps.
Be myself like I've always been.
And have the same old habits.
Surely the Yoga changed alot in my life and I "WOKE UP" when it comes to many thing.
I think that it was ment to be for me to meet this person so I could feel good and bad.
Just to make a change. when it comes to myself.
And he helped me good. (or I did it myself).
Then suddenly this person disapaired out in the blue
and I have no idea who this person is anymore because he is not in my life any longer.
I erased name, memories, thoughts and nearly everything.
Poof, gone. Just like that.
The only memories I have right now is places we been to together, and they are not here.
They are on the other side of the world, so it's pretty easy for me to let go.
He helped me to erase him as well.
One exemlpe is erasing ALL my sms from him.
That made me really really sad.
So there is actually nothing to look back on anymore.
Not more then my brown calender, a bartending book, a business card and some pictures.
I still wonder who this person is, for real.
There are still so many things I wanted to know,
but I never got the grip from anything that surrounded him, his life or thoughts.
And I think that's why I tried so hard as well.
Sometimes you just want KNOW.
Well, I just want to thank him for being in my life for a short moment.
In good and bad, wet and dry, and as a lover and a friend.
I wish him all good in life and thank him for all the good moments we had.
THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME TO CHANGE MY LIFE!!!
Where ever you are, and if you read this, I am sorry for what I did and said.
And I think you understand why.
I will never forget you. I miss you.
How a morning can change your life
I've noticed that my breakfast in the morning is important.
I've knowned this for a long time of course, but never thought it would make THAT big different.
For exemple: I'm a person that always ignored breakfast for a very long time.
I felt sick and tired only and breakfast was not an option back then.
I've always had the WRONG breakfast as well.
Buns for exemple. I've been away from Sweden so long,
but up here we just LOVE bakerys and lovely home made buns
and alot of different thing to put on.
(All kinds of meat for exemple)
The last 2 days, I ate all kinds of things and I noticed that it fucked up my rhythm in my body.
Energy, being tired, my mood and so on.
And I felt anxious afterwards and heavy.
Which I don't like...
Where do you think the word SMORGASBORD comes from?
Correct, Sweden!
This is only ONE exemple how it can look like...
(The picture is borrowed)
In the long term, this is too much. It's what we call over eating.
We don't NEED that ham on the sandwish.
It's many things that we don't NEED
but we take them anyway because they are so good.
And the COFFEE! How many people in this country isn't ADDICTED to their coffee?
It's crazy! That's all we do. Coffee here, coffee there, it's coffee everywhere.
Around every corner you go it's a Espresso House.
(Swedish version of Starbucks)
Well, they sure do have good sandwiches, but they also cost around 7 Euros.
I also felt that Yoghurt for exemple wasn't an option for me, because I didn't like it.
But I totally changed that. And I am very happy for that.
Now, I'll manage on yoghurt and fruits in the morning.
And a bit of Müesli, that's it.
But I do have alot of fruits because they are so tasty.
I don't feel tired afterward, I am perfect full, not that "heavy" from eating.
And I have alot of energy to continue my day.
So people, start eating.
And start eating right!
Think the next time you load up the whole table with a kinds of things.
Is it what you really need or you just can't say no to the temptation?
I've knowned this for a long time of course, but never thought it would make THAT big different.
For exemple: I'm a person that always ignored breakfast for a very long time.
I felt sick and tired only and breakfast was not an option back then.
I've always had the WRONG breakfast as well.
Buns for exemple. I've been away from Sweden so long,
but up here we just LOVE bakerys and lovely home made buns
and alot of different thing to put on.
(All kinds of meat for exemple)
The last 2 days, I ate all kinds of things and I noticed that it fucked up my rhythm in my body.
Energy, being tired, my mood and so on.
And I felt anxious afterwards and heavy.
Which I don't like...
Where do you think the word SMORGASBORD comes from?
Correct, Sweden!
This is only ONE exemple how it can look like...
(The picture is borrowed)
In the long term, this is too much. It's what we call over eating.
We don't NEED that ham on the sandwish.
It's many things that we don't NEED
but we take them anyway because they are so good.
And the COFFEE! How many people in this country isn't ADDICTED to their coffee?
It's crazy! That's all we do. Coffee here, coffee there, it's coffee everywhere.
Around every corner you go it's a Espresso House.
(Swedish version of Starbucks)
Well, they sure do have good sandwiches, but they also cost around 7 Euros.
I also felt that Yoghurt for exemple wasn't an option for me, because I didn't like it.
But I totally changed that. And I am very happy for that.
Now, I'll manage on yoghurt and fruits in the morning.
And a bit of Müesli, that's it.
But I do have alot of fruits because they are so tasty.
I don't feel tired afterward, I am perfect full, not that "heavy" from eating.
And I have alot of energy to continue my day.
So people, start eating.
And start eating right!
Think the next time you load up the whole table with a kinds of things.
Is it what you really need or you just can't say no to the temptation?
Cutest Baby Fro!
I just sat and google images of babies with afro because
I think that babies with a fluffy hair are soooo cute.
In the middle of all the black / half black cuties
my eyes lightened up and I saw this blond ANGEL.....
OMG She is soooooo adorable!!!!
I just want to steal her.
GIVE MEEEEE!
I think that babies with a fluffy hair are soooo cute.
In the middle of all the black / half black cuties
my eyes lightened up and I saw this blond ANGEL.....
OMG She is soooooo adorable!!!!
I just want to steal her.
GIVE MEEEEE!
I'm on the beach biatch
WOHOOOOO!!!
Weeks of "bad weather", if you are talking to me anyway.
It has been the end of july and start of august and the weather has SUCKED!
Just couple of days that were nice, and what happened?
Ladybugs attacked!
So, finally a calm day at the beach today.
I'm moving out tomorow so I have a lot of things to do today also.
But first... relaxation!
And I just have to say....
LOL CAT may you rest in peace.
Sophie had a kitten that she got from her cousin when Agnes got baptised.
And Astrid (her dog) knocked her with her head and suddenly the cat died.
I really liked that cat. He was so cute. But now they got a new one.
A rebund cat haha :)
I called him LOL CAT, but his name was (finally) Allan.
We didn't call him by the name though haha.
LOL CAT R.I.P
Weeks of "bad weather", if you are talking to me anyway.
It has been the end of july and start of august and the weather has SUCKED!
Just couple of days that were nice, and what happened?
Ladybugs attacked!
So, finally a calm day at the beach today.
I'm moving out tomorow so I have a lot of things to do today also.
But first... relaxation!
And I just have to say....
LOL CAT may you rest in peace.
Sophie had a kitten that she got from her cousin when Agnes got baptised.
And Astrid (her dog) knocked her with her head and suddenly the cat died.
I really liked that cat. He was so cute. But now they got a new one.
A rebund cat haha :)
I called him LOL CAT, but his name was (finally) Allan.
We didn't call him by the name though haha.
LOL CAT R.I.P
Goodbye hun...
I know I haven´t written in a while.
My blogposts are just in my head by now....
But I will tell you why....
I guess this is it.
It´s goodbye...my friend...
My computer.
She died, and don´t think she will ever be alive again.
I did everything...
But she will have ONE more oppertunity.... to be alive again.
That only hope is GLENN.
=(
Inside my baby....
So, you guys have to be patient for more blog posts....
My blogposts are just in my head by now....
But I will tell you why....
I guess this is it.
It´s goodbye...my friend...
My computer.
She died, and don´t think she will ever be alive again.
I did everything...
But she will have ONE more oppertunity.... to be alive again.
That only hope is GLENN.
=(
Inside my baby....
So, you guys have to be patient for more blog posts....
Psycho!
Hello everyone.
Today my mood is good,I feel wonderful as many other days.
But I´m still tired and I have however a little problem. I´m afraid to show myself outdoors.
Why should everyone wonder? I do not really know actually.
Some days I just have the feeling, I don´t want someone to see me.
Just be alone. So I haven´t done anything wrong.
But yes, the point is that my fear of being seen by people I don´t want to see me, is terrifying.
There are so many people I don´t know, who think they know me.
You can paint a picture of who I am, when I´m around people.
But most of the time, they are all wrong. Who knows me then?
I´m afraid of meeting old shags, ex-boyfriends, old friends, employers, you name it.
Just because I´m changing all the time. And I´m not the same as before.
I don´t want to look back in my past anymore.
I wish to Malmö was bigger.
Or no, maybe not bigger, but that I in my earlier days knew less people.
Now you almost can´t walk down the street until you meet someone you know.
People know who I am, but I don´t know who they are.
Makes me confused.
It's so easy with the internet these days, too. Especially to have a blog or facebook tex.
I had a lot of idiots in here too.
Two days ago, a guy came up to me in town and started to flirt.
He was very lame. But he managed to fool me and got my phone no.
Didn´t think it was true. I thought I was in a TV show or something.
Maybe someone would pop-up from the bushes or something haha.
Yesterday he called me, I didn´t answer.
He textmessage me, and I didn´t answer.
30 minutes after that, he walks up to me and Sofie in town and asks for the way to Subway.
I have never met so many psychos and stalkers before. They all live in Malmö.
He looked at me, I said Hi, but he didn´t answer me, just gave me a look and then he left.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? FREAK? It was a bit scary. But I´ve seen worst.
When I´m around the world, I don´t see them. It´s like as they don´t excist.
Maybe not at the same way as here. All the FREAKS are hiding in Malmö haha.
Why always me?
Leave me alone. Please.
Today my mood is good,I feel wonderful as many other days.
But I´m still tired and I have however a little problem. I´m afraid to show myself outdoors.
Why should everyone wonder? I do not really know actually.
Some days I just have the feeling, I don´t want someone to see me.
Just be alone. So I haven´t done anything wrong.
But yes, the point is that my fear of being seen by people I don´t want to see me, is terrifying.
There are so many people I don´t know, who think they know me.
You can paint a picture of who I am, when I´m around people.
But most of the time, they are all wrong. Who knows me then?
I´m afraid of meeting old shags, ex-boyfriends, old friends, employers, you name it.
Just because I´m changing all the time. And I´m not the same as before.
I don´t want to look back in my past anymore.
I wish to Malmö was bigger.
Or no, maybe not bigger, but that I in my earlier days knew less people.
Now you almost can´t walk down the street until you meet someone you know.
People know who I am, but I don´t know who they are.
Makes me confused.
It's so easy with the internet these days, too. Especially to have a blog or facebook tex.
I had a lot of idiots in here too.
Two days ago, a guy came up to me in town and started to flirt.
He was very lame. But he managed to fool me and got my phone no.
Didn´t think it was true. I thought I was in a TV show or something.
Maybe someone would pop-up from the bushes or something haha.
Yesterday he called me, I didn´t answer.
He textmessage me, and I didn´t answer.
30 minutes after that, he walks up to me and Sofie in town and asks for the way to Subway.
I have never met so many psychos and stalkers before. They all live in Malmö.
He looked at me, I said Hi, but he didn´t answer me, just gave me a look and then he left.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? FREAK? It was a bit scary. But I´ve seen worst.
When I´m around the world, I don´t see them. It´s like as they don´t excist.
Maybe not at the same way as here. All the FREAKS are hiding in Malmö haha.
Why always me?
Leave me alone. Please.
The new Swedish KRONA!!
Just woke up, ate some breakfast.
And the tv is on in the background, while I´m waking up a bit.
The tv got my attension when I heard the Mexican music.
It´s a realestate program in Mexico.
So lovely appartments and villas. Just when I tryed to get over Mexico.
Gah. Ooohh... It looks so nice.
They should se the mansion we lived in, before I went home.
Hmmmm .....
Couple of days ago, I got my change back when I bought a beer.
I looked at the krona. And it looked weird.
This is not a krona!
How can it be that I´ve missed this?
They have changed the Swedish krona!!
No news, no information at all about this. HOW COME?
Or is it just me who missed it? 
This is the new 1-krona.
and this is one of the old ones.
Smile
Life is short
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling no matter how strange life is.
Life is not always the party we expected to be,
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be alive
I stole this text from my friend Sofie.
What a wooooonderful lovely girl you are.
Like you said to me, I say the same to you.
YOU´RE REAL, AND YOU ARE ALIVE! =)
HAHAHA
Break the rules
Forgive quickly
Kiss passionately
Love truly
Laugh constantly
And never stop smiling no matter how strange life is.
Life is not always the party we expected to be,
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be alive
I stole this text from my friend Sofie.
What a wooooonderful lovely girl you are.
Like you said to me, I say the same to you.
YOU´RE REAL, AND YOU ARE ALIVE! =)
HAHAHA
A tragic day....
Yes, now it´s my turn to write about it in my blog.
I just feel empty, and totally blanc.
Yesterday when I was working, I had a bad thought in my head.
I was thinking about a familymember got hurted or something like that.
I corrected myself and told myself not to think this tragic thoughts.
A couple of hours later, my mother calls me. Crying.
I allready knew it by then.
I took a cab as fast as I could to the emergency room.
My little brother Johannes, and his friend Fredrik got hitted by a car while driving on a scooter.
They are only 13 years old. Fredrik´s lung is punctured and he broke som ribs.
But my little sweet Johannes, is worst.
His leg.There is nothing left. They don´t think that they can save it.
He is on his third operation now, and still going.....
We couldn´t do so much in the emergency room, so we all went home again.
I just wanted to go back home, enjoy the rest of my day off.
And DON´T think about what happened... It´s to much for my head right now.
It was saturday night, so I had a couple of beers with Josephine and her friend Johan.
Me and Josephine went out to town. KB in our hearts :)
Not drunk or anything, I just wanted to dance.
And this morning, she cutted my hair. Woho :)
It was 9 months ago I cutted my hair the last time, so it felt good to cut off between 5-10 cm.
So here I am. Thinking about my brother.
Hope everything is gonna be all right.
Just talked to my mom again, I´m going there right now.
I may not bee the best sister ever, but I LOVE YOU JOHANNES :)
And I always will.....
Peace & Love
I just feel empty, and totally blanc.
Yesterday when I was working, I had a bad thought in my head.
I was thinking about a familymember got hurted or something like that.
I corrected myself and told myself not to think this tragic thoughts.
A couple of hours later, my mother calls me. Crying.
I allready knew it by then.
I took a cab as fast as I could to the emergency room.
My little brother Johannes, and his friend Fredrik got hitted by a car while driving on a scooter.
They are only 13 years old. Fredrik´s lung is punctured and he broke som ribs.
But my little sweet Johannes, is worst.
His leg.There is nothing left. They don´t think that they can save it.
He is on his third operation now, and still going.....
We couldn´t do so much in the emergency room, so we all went home again.
I just wanted to go back home, enjoy the rest of my day off.
And DON´T think about what happened... It´s to much for my head right now.
It was saturday night, so I had a couple of beers with Josephine and her friend Johan.
Me and Josephine went out to town. KB in our hearts :)
Not drunk or anything, I just wanted to dance.
And this morning, she cutted my hair. Woho :)
It was 9 months ago I cutted my hair the last time, so it felt good to cut off between 5-10 cm.
So here I am. Thinking about my brother.
Hope everything is gonna be all right.
Just talked to my mom again, I´m going there right now.
I may not bee the best sister ever, but I LOVE YOU JOHANNES :)
And I always will.....
Peace & Love
Espadrillos
My mind is totally stuck on the fantastic shoe called Espradillos.
I had my mind on buying a pair for a while, but it just didn´t happen.
But now, when I know that Peter from work is selling them, it just turned out interesting again.
So, I definitly gonna buy a pair now. Cheaper too!
But I just don´t know what colour I´m gonna choose.
I was thinking red or black.
What do you think?
** HISTORY **
The shoe has an interesting and exciting history.
The name espadrillos comes from the french and its heritage is from the gras esparto.
Espart is a word for strong, espart used to be associated with
the north african grass which was used for producing ropes.
The shoe is believed to be over 4000 years old which means it has survived through many centuries and generation.
It has through time developed and been modified to what it is today.
The shoe became an massproduced shoe after the
spanish civil war 1938 and especially in catalonia.
The manufacturing process of the shoe is still according to the thousand year old craftmanship tradition.
The shoe has after many centuries become very popular
all around the world and especially among fashionable tourists.
** MATERIAL **
The shoe is not only unique for it´s fantastic history but also because
it´s soley manufactured with organic materials.
The shoe is made of hemp, jute, cotton and linen.
Through this combination of organic materials the
shoe becomes an ecological product with unique character.
And if you people are interested of buying this fabulous shoes,
visit http://www.espadrillos.se/ for more info.
I had my mind on buying a pair for a while, but it just didn´t happen.
But now, when I know that Peter from work is selling them, it just turned out interesting again.
So, I definitly gonna buy a pair now. Cheaper too!
But I just don´t know what colour I´m gonna choose.
I was thinking red or black.
What do you think?
** HISTORY **
The shoe has an interesting and exciting history.
The name espadrillos comes from the french and its heritage is from the gras esparto.
Espart is a word for strong, espart used to be associated with
the north african grass which was used for producing ropes.
The shoe is believed to be over 4000 years old which means it has survived through many centuries and generation.
It has through time developed and been modified to what it is today.
The shoe became an massproduced shoe after the
spanish civil war 1938 and especially in catalonia.
The manufacturing process of the shoe is still according to the thousand year old craftmanship tradition.
The shoe has after many centuries become very popular
all around the world and especially among fashionable tourists.
** MATERIAL **
The shoe is not only unique for it´s fantastic history but also because
it´s soley manufactured with organic materials.
The shoe is made of hemp, jute, cotton and linen.
Through this combination of organic materials the
shoe becomes an ecological product with unique character.
And if you people are interested of buying this fabulous shoes,
visit http://www.espadrillos.se/ for more info.
M J A U
Djungelens konung.
Jag gillar Lejon.
Kan jag säga.
Mysiga o Fina men, farliga!
Fast inte lika farliga som kräftor och skorpioner.
Grrrrrr....
f u n d e r i n g a r
Jag stör mig lite på lönnfeta snubbar. Vet inte varför.
Sen stör jag mig på mitt batteri på mobilen. Det piper hela tiden.
JAAAA JAG VEEEET DU DÖR SNART - GRATTIS!!
Ska jag någonsin skaffa hund, så ska det fan va en fransk bulldog.
Eller en mops. Jag döör så söta dom e, men dyra.
(Sophies och mitt hund snack idag)
Jag hatar att hosta. Jag har sjukt svårt att andas.
Att sola och slappa e fan livet. Jag älskar värme.
Synd att man inte kunde ligga i parken med någon man gillar.
Och bara myyyysa.. Mmmmm...
Funderar även på att diska. Fast jag vet inte riktigt. haha.
Sjukt lat här hemma för tillfälligt.
Vill träna. Men kan inte. Det suger. Fattar ni? SUUUUGER!!
För övrigt så fyller Dejvid år idag, han har kommit hem från London.
Så man får väl se om man hinner se honom något innan han försvinner dit igen.
Behöver nog vattna blommerna också....
Skulle behöva lite sex faktiskt. Alldeles för länge sen.
Eller nöjer mig med lite hångel iaf. ;)
Ikea som gäller imorgon med Zanna.
Köpa presenter och till mig själv hade jag tänkt :D
Massage 1 timme, på Kiropraktier kliniken kl 10.10
Ser fram emot det fruktansvärt. =)
Bokar väl in en kiropraktor med weee
Torsdag e det vaxning. Alldeles för länge sen det med. Så dejligt!
Nej nu har Lasse varit här, köpt min gamla mobil och stanna på en kopp te.
(och då menar jag iiiiinte uttrycket)
Och nu är det BINGEN som gäller för mig.
För övrigt så e jag sjukt sugen på att tattuera mig igen.
Foten är nästa moment... =)
Njaaa.. Godnatt allesamman.
Puss i ljumsken
Sen stör jag mig på mitt batteri på mobilen. Det piper hela tiden.
JAAAA JAG VEEEET DU DÖR SNART - GRATTIS!!
Ska jag någonsin skaffa hund, så ska det fan va en fransk bulldog.
Eller en mops. Jag döör så söta dom e, men dyra.
(Sophies och mitt hund snack idag)
Jag hatar att hosta. Jag har sjukt svårt att andas.
Att sola och slappa e fan livet. Jag älskar värme.
Synd att man inte kunde ligga i parken med någon man gillar.
Och bara myyyysa.. Mmmmm...
Funderar även på att diska. Fast jag vet inte riktigt. haha.
Sjukt lat här hemma för tillfälligt.
Vill träna. Men kan inte. Det suger. Fattar ni? SUUUUGER!!
För övrigt så fyller Dejvid år idag, han har kommit hem från London.
Så man får väl se om man hinner se honom något innan han försvinner dit igen.
Behöver nog vattna blommerna också....
Skulle behöva lite sex faktiskt. Alldeles för länge sen.
Eller nöjer mig med lite hångel iaf. ;)
Ikea som gäller imorgon med Zanna.
Köpa presenter och till mig själv hade jag tänkt :D
Massage 1 timme, på Kiropraktier kliniken kl 10.10
Ser fram emot det fruktansvärt. =)
Bokar väl in en kiropraktor med weee
Torsdag e det vaxning. Alldeles för länge sen det med. Så dejligt!
Nej nu har Lasse varit här, köpt min gamla mobil och stanna på en kopp te.
(och då menar jag iiiiinte uttrycket)
Och nu är det BINGEN som gäller för mig.
För övrigt så e jag sjukt sugen på att tattuera mig igen.
Foten är nästa moment... =)
Njaaa.. Godnatt allesamman.
Puss i ljumsken
F o r a l l t h e m e n
When she walks away from you mad
[ Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
[ Follow her ]
When she stare's at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she start's cussing at you
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignore's you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pull's away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she lay's her head on your shoulder
[ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steal's your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she tease's you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she look's at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she say's that she like's you
[ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grab's at your hands
[ Hold her's and play with her fingers ]
When she bump's into you
[ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tell's you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]
When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]
When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she repost this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
- Tease her and let her tease you back.
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :
·Call you.
·Kiss you.
·Love you.
?Text you.O o o j . .
Haha, rätta mig där.
Födelsedagsmärken, till Födelsemärken.
Jag som tänkt på det, skriver ändå det helt fel. Bra Lee.
Mina hjärnceller i lite omtumlade idag.
Igårkväll va dom inte riktigt på plats ska jag nog säga.
Och att sova 4 ½ timme på det och upp till jobb sen gör inte saken bättre.
Jag e totalt off nu, men det e jag alltid när jag jobbar på morgonen.
Påminn mig att aldrig göra konstiga saker på kvällen som gör att man inte kan sova.
Känner att jag vill bli överkörd av ett tåg just nu.
Sen att man hade "munchies" gjorde inte saken bättre, käka som ett djur.
Äh, fortsätter ikväll. Dags för jobb. Haj
Födelsedagsmärken, till Födelsemärken.
Jag som tänkt på det, skriver ändå det helt fel. Bra Lee.
Mina hjärnceller i lite omtumlade idag.
Igårkväll va dom inte riktigt på plats ska jag nog säga.
Och att sova 4 ½ timme på det och upp till jobb sen gör inte saken bättre.
Jag e totalt off nu, men det e jag alltid när jag jobbar på morgonen.
Påminn mig att aldrig göra konstiga saker på kvällen som gör att man inte kan sova.
Känner att jag vill bli överkörd av ett tåg just nu.
Sen att man hade "munchies" gjorde inte saken bättre, käka som ett djur.
Äh, fortsätter ikväll. Dags för jobb. Haj
drömmar
Jaha... då var det dom här drömmarna igen som spökar.
Slagsmål, någon som jagar mig, vill mig ont, slå mig, mörda mig etc.
Slog upp det, finns inget på slagsmål - se kamp.
Slog upp Kamp och vad stod det som exempel? Jo....
Vanligen är det drömmarnas vrede och frustation;
kan uttrycka svårigheter i förhållande till annan person, eller skada dennes/dennas rykte.
En kamp uttrycker också, kamp i livsrummet; våra värderingar eller vår heder.
Vi kanske kämpar för att överleva, för hälsan, mot kriminalitet.
Vi kan också känna oss attakerade av en annan persons åsikter;
anfall av sexuell åtrå; kamp mot depression; ha konflikter i moraliska frågor.
Jag håller med fullständigt.
Att ens hjärna kan vibba ut sånna märkliga signaler som man sedan drömmer.
Jag förstår inte. Hjärnan är nog det bästa som finns.
Eller mest mystisk.
Varje gång, då menar jag verkligen varje gång jag slår upp något i boken.
Så visar det sig rätt.
Jag har börjat bli mer intresserad av hur hjärnan fungerar sen jag ramlade från cyklen
och låg på sjukan för några år sen, för det jag upplevde med min hjärna var så jävla läskigt,
men samtidigt var det intressant, mystiskt och helt facisnerande.
Har aldrig tänkte på de förr, men när mitt minne försvann, konsiga bilder kom upp,
jag spydde, Humörsvängningarna, och jag drömde mardrömmar varje natt (väldigt verkliga)
Och sedan fick prata med min läkare om detta så förstod jag varför dessa drömmar dök upp i mitt huvud.
Signalerna från hjärnan. Något är fel. Varning, varning!!!
Många tycker det är idiotiskt att sitta och slå upp saker i en bok om vad det betyder,
i då tex drömmar osv. Men jag e ingen sån som tror på Horoskop, (dock astrologi tror jag på)
Men att tyda drömmar och handlingar gör jag med tanke på att varje gång jag har slått upp det så har det stämt.
Jag tror även på drömmar som när jag möter avlidna släktingar.
Att dom e riktiga. Handlingar, saker de säger i drömmar har skrämt mig i verkliga livet.
FÖR ATT DOM VARIT SANNA!!!
Så, slut pratat om det, ni får tycka att jag e helt kokko o bollen om ni vill det...
Men nä. jag vet.... . . . . . . . ........ . . . . . . . ... .. . . . ... .. . . . ..
Vila i Frid. Mormor Doris, Morfar Gerhard och Farfar Anders
Slagsmål, någon som jagar mig, vill mig ont, slå mig, mörda mig etc.
Slog upp det, finns inget på slagsmål - se kamp.
Slog upp Kamp och vad stod det som exempel? Jo....
Vanligen är det drömmarnas vrede och frustation;
kan uttrycka svårigheter i förhållande till annan person, eller skada dennes/dennas rykte.
En kamp uttrycker också, kamp i livsrummet; våra värderingar eller vår heder.
Vi kanske kämpar för att överleva, för hälsan, mot kriminalitet.
Vi kan också känna oss attakerade av en annan persons åsikter;
anfall av sexuell åtrå; kamp mot depression; ha konflikter i moraliska frågor.
Jag håller med fullständigt.
Att ens hjärna kan vibba ut sånna märkliga signaler som man sedan drömmer.
Jag förstår inte. Hjärnan är nog det bästa som finns.
Eller mest mystisk.
Varje gång, då menar jag verkligen varje gång jag slår upp något i boken.
Så visar det sig rätt.
Jag har börjat bli mer intresserad av hur hjärnan fungerar sen jag ramlade från cyklen
och låg på sjukan för några år sen, för det jag upplevde med min hjärna var så jävla läskigt,
men samtidigt var det intressant, mystiskt och helt facisnerande.
Har aldrig tänkte på de förr, men när mitt minne försvann, konsiga bilder kom upp,
jag spydde, Humörsvängningarna, och jag drömde mardrömmar varje natt (väldigt verkliga)
Och sedan fick prata med min läkare om detta så förstod jag varför dessa drömmar dök upp i mitt huvud.
Signalerna från hjärnan. Något är fel. Varning, varning!!!
Många tycker det är idiotiskt att sitta och slå upp saker i en bok om vad det betyder,
i då tex drömmar osv. Men jag e ingen sån som tror på Horoskop, (dock astrologi tror jag på)
Men att tyda drömmar och handlingar gör jag med tanke på att varje gång jag har slått upp det så har det stämt.
Jag tror även på drömmar som när jag möter avlidna släktingar.
Att dom e riktiga. Handlingar, saker de säger i drömmar har skrämt mig i verkliga livet.
FÖR ATT DOM VARIT SANNA!!!
Så, slut pratat om det, ni får tycka att jag e helt kokko o bollen om ni vill det...
Men nä. jag vet.... . . . . . . . ........ . . . . . . . ... .. . . . ... .. . . . ..
Vila i Frid. Mormor Doris, Morfar Gerhard och Farfar Anders
Dagens I-Landsproblem
Ja dagens i-lands problem är att när någon tar den sista toarullen
och skiter i att sätta i en ny i hållaren. SJUKT STÖRIGT!
För övrigt sitter jag och lyssnar på Slagsmåls klubben.
(TRO DET ELLER EJ, MEN DOM E GRYMMA)
Har ingen frukost hemma. Inget gott iaf.
Vill kanske inte äta mat som tex lasagne eller soppa till frukost.
Har knäcke bröd men inget pålägg. Ingen OST!
DAGENS I LANDS PROBLEM NR TVÅ!!
Varför dör mina blommor?
Jag glömmer inte att vattna dom ju.
Vattnar jag dom för mkt tro?
Uff va jobbigt, måste ju snart ha plast blommor.
Dagens I-Landsproblem 3!
JAG TRO JAG LEVER I EN LÖGN.
Jag klarar inte det här mer.
Jag längtar efter en sommar som 2006!
Jag skiter fullständigt i allt annat faktiskt.
Då menar jag verkligen ALLT!
Fuck the world, it´s all about me this time.
ME ME AND ONLY ME!!
NU e det jobb som gäller, utan frukost. SAAAR VI.
Pöss i ljumsken ;)
och skiter i att sätta i en ny i hållaren. SJUKT STÖRIGT!
För övrigt sitter jag och lyssnar på Slagsmåls klubben.
(TRO DET ELLER EJ, MEN DOM E GRYMMA)
Har ingen frukost hemma. Inget gott iaf.
Vill kanske inte äta mat som tex lasagne eller soppa till frukost.
Har knäcke bröd men inget pålägg. Ingen OST!
DAGENS I LANDS PROBLEM NR TVÅ!!
Varför dör mina blommor?
Jag glömmer inte att vattna dom ju.
Vattnar jag dom för mkt tro?
Uff va jobbigt, måste ju snart ha plast blommor.
Dagens I-Landsproblem 3!
JAG TRO JAG LEVER I EN LÖGN.
Jag klarar inte det här mer.
Jag längtar efter en sommar som 2006!
Jag skiter fullständigt i allt annat faktiskt.
Då menar jag verkligen ALLT!
Fuck the world, it´s all about me this time.
ME ME AND ONLY ME!!
NU e det jobb som gäller, utan frukost. SAAAR VI.
Pöss i ljumsken ;)
IKEA
Ja igår va jag runt med Miche halva dagen.
Runt halva stan.
Startade med en lunch / frukost på ANY TIME,
Annicas pappas jobb Med Annica då.
Miche hämta oss sen for vi iväg till Myrorna, 2 kronor,
lämnade av Annica, drog till Ikea, va där en evighet.
Käka några gånger, köpte mitt fina ek köksbord och 4 st BÖRJE stolar haha.
3000 kr fattigare och inga spar pengar kvar drog vi
vidare till Sopstationen och till Erikas föräldrars Antik loppis.
Inga kap mer än på Ikea.
Sen var det spinning, skåne runt 75 min. sjukt skönt!
Sen hem och börja mecka, bygga stolar och bord.
Sophie och Jossan kom och hjälpte till och de drog med sig
sin kära vän Danny och sen kom Miche och senare kom Lasse hem.
Nu e allt klart, ska bara inreda klart lite sen e allt redo inför lördag! :D
Nu ska jag till jobb....
SUG UT DEN. Baaajjjjjj
Runt halva stan.
Startade med en lunch / frukost på ANY TIME,
Annicas pappas jobb Med Annica då.
Miche hämta oss sen for vi iväg till Myrorna, 2 kronor,
lämnade av Annica, drog till Ikea, va där en evighet.
Käka några gånger, köpte mitt fina ek köksbord och 4 st BÖRJE stolar haha.
3000 kr fattigare och inga spar pengar kvar drog vi
vidare till Sopstationen och till Erikas föräldrars Antik loppis.
Inga kap mer än på Ikea.
Sen var det spinning, skåne runt 75 min. sjukt skönt!
Sen hem och börja mecka, bygga stolar och bord.
Sophie och Jossan kom och hjälpte till och de drog med sig
sin kära vän Danny och sen kom Miche och senare kom Lasse hem.
Nu e allt klart, ska bara inreda klart lite sen e allt redo inför lördag! :D
Nu ska jag till jobb....
SUG UT DEN. Baaajjjjjj
Mini kryssning
Ja då har jag vunnit en kryssning med Lasse från Köpenhamn - Oslo.
Alla hjärtans dag kryssning, woho!
Men eg fick jag den av mamma men de va personlig
så jag gick in och tävlade själv och vann så då får man boka in en resa till det med :)
Sitter med hicka och den vägrar försvinna.
Har ätit mycket god pasta med köttfärssås idag.
Druckit några glas röd vin. (mådde mycket bättre efter det) haha.
Nej men TACK Lina för att du ville prata med mig idag.
För att du ställde upp för mig när jag mådde som dåligast.
Du e verkligen en ängel och jag uppskattar att du säger vad du tycker, när som! :)
Det har inte varit kul att heta Lee idag.
Efter många om och men har jag klarat mig, men har även legat i sängen
och varit "dålig" och allmänt känslig.
Tankarna har faktiskt lagt sig nu, men hickan har inte försvunnit.
Jag har både fällt den ene efter den andra tåren. Men det behövdes nog tror jag.
Har även varit på Yoga för jag trodde att det skulle kännas lite bättre.
Dock mycket värre bara. Även sovit en stund när jag kom hem från jobb.
(Gick hem tidigare) Men blev bara ÄNNU ÄNNU värre.
Jag vet inte, det har varit mycket sista tiden, och efter en viss gräns så säger det bara STOP!
Har varit både det ena och det andra att tänka på.
Just nu e jag bara allmänt känslig.
Jag har väldigt svårt att visa mina rätta känslor för någon som inte kan visa det tillbaka till mig.
Men så e det väl, "man blir som man umgås"?? Haha...
Jag har lättare att vara mjukare mot vissa människor än andra, med tanke på hur de själv beteer sig.
Så, tycker du att jag e kaxig och bitchig, så e det väl oftast ditt eget humör som reflekteras?
Okej kanske inte helt, för jag e inte världens bästa människa och jag har ju så klart mina brister.
Men jag försöker ta upp mina problem (snacka om de) när jag har dom
för annars spekulerar jag allt för mycket i det bara.
Men som Lina sa, alla är ju olika, alla tänker inte som dig Lee.
Hmmmmmm...Ahfan... Tanken har susat förbi men nog inte tänkt ordentligt på den!? :S
Ja, jag vet inte riktigt. Alla mina umgängen är så olika, och nästan ingen av dom går ihop.
Vilket e jävligt synd. I whant peace in the world :)
Jag älskar alla ....... medans jag ........ hmmmm... ska stå i centrum?
Nja. Jag vill mer kalla det SOCIAL?
Jävla hicka försvinn...
Väldigt ledsen vart fall....... och just nu saknar jag många.
Det enda jag ser fram emot e min träning imorgon, och att få träffa Annica.
Sen saknar jag Jan. Dennis. Anna. Jill. Elin. Jossan.
Hade faktiskt sett fram emot att träffa Louise med.
Får väl faktiskt erkänna att jag kan sakna Marcello emellanåt med. (nog bara för han hatar mig)
Och långt om länge kan faktiskt "TAFFS" finnas i mina tankar. (han vet vem han e)
Nej nu ska jag sova. Puss Puss alla
trötter
Jag kan fan inte få min blogg till att bli snygg. korta kanter hit, långa kanter dit.
För stor bild och för kort bild. jag blir galen. men klockan är allt för mycket för mig.
Ska upp snart ju. Jag älskar att jag har en dator. Aldrig ensam. :D
Får ta detta en annan dag. Den är som sagt "under construction"
koderna bara svammlar förbi mina ögon och jag kan varken hålla reda
hit eller dit. jag vet inte nått i detta tillfälle.
Så, gott folk. Over and Out.
För stor bild och för kort bild. jag blir galen. men klockan är allt för mycket för mig.
Ska upp snart ju. Jag älskar att jag har en dator. Aldrig ensam. :D
Får ta detta en annan dag. Den är som sagt "under construction"
koderna bara svammlar förbi mina ögon och jag kan varken hålla reda
hit eller dit. jag vet inte nått i detta tillfälle.
Så, gott folk. Over and Out.
