Psycho!
Hello everyone.
Today my mood is good,I feel wonderful as many other days.
But I´m still tired and I have however a little problem. I´m afraid to show myself outdoors.
Why should everyone wonder? I do not really know actually.
Some days I just have the feeling, I don´t want someone to see me.
Just be alone. So I haven´t done anything wrong.
But yes, the point is that my fear of being seen by people I don´t want to see me, is terrifying.
There are so many people I don´t know, who think they know me.
You can paint a picture of who I am, when I´m around people.
But most of the time, they are all wrong. Who knows me then?
I´m afraid of meeting old shags, ex-boyfriends, old friends, employers, you name it.
Just because I´m changing all the time. And I´m not the same as before.
I don´t want to look back in my past anymore.
I wish to Malmö was bigger.
Or no, maybe not bigger, but that I in my earlier days knew less people.
Now you almost can´t walk down the street until you meet someone you know.
People know who I am, but I don´t know who they are.
Makes me confused.
It's so easy with the internet these days, too. Especially to have a blog or facebook tex.
I had a lot of idiots in here too.
Two days ago, a guy came up to me in town and started to flirt.
He was very lame. But he managed to fool me and got my phone no.
Didn´t think it was true. I thought I was in a TV show or something.
Maybe someone would pop-up from the bushes or something haha.
Yesterday he called me, I didn´t answer.
He textmessage me, and I didn´t answer.
30 minutes after that, he walks up to me and Sofie in town and asks for the way to Subway.
I have never met so many psychos and stalkers before. They all live in Malmö.
He looked at me, I said Hi, but he didn´t answer me, just gave me a look and then he left.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? FREAK? It was a bit scary. But I´ve seen worst.
When I´m around the world, I don´t see them. It´s like as they don´t excist.
Maybe not at the same way as here. All the FREAKS are hiding in Malmö haha.
Why always me?
Leave me alone. Please.
Today my mood is good,I feel wonderful as many other days.
But I´m still tired and I have however a little problem. I´m afraid to show myself outdoors.
Why should everyone wonder? I do not really know actually.
Some days I just have the feeling, I don´t want someone to see me.
Just be alone. So I haven´t done anything wrong.
But yes, the point is that my fear of being seen by people I don´t want to see me, is terrifying.
There are so many people I don´t know, who think they know me.
You can paint a picture of who I am, when I´m around people.
But most of the time, they are all wrong. Who knows me then?
I´m afraid of meeting old shags, ex-boyfriends, old friends, employers, you name it.
Just because I´m changing all the time. And I´m not the same as before.
I don´t want to look back in my past anymore.
I wish to Malmö was bigger.
Or no, maybe not bigger, but that I in my earlier days knew less people.
Now you almost can´t walk down the street until you meet someone you know.
People know who I am, but I don´t know who they are.
Makes me confused.
It's so easy with the internet these days, too. Especially to have a blog or facebook tex.
I had a lot of idiots in here too.
Two days ago, a guy came up to me in town and started to flirt.
He was very lame. But he managed to fool me and got my phone no.
Didn´t think it was true. I thought I was in a TV show or something.
Maybe someone would pop-up from the bushes or something haha.
Yesterday he called me, I didn´t answer.
He textmessage me, and I didn´t answer.
30 minutes after that, he walks up to me and Sofie in town and asks for the way to Subway.
I have never met so many psychos and stalkers before. They all live in Malmö.
He looked at me, I said Hi, but he didn´t answer me, just gave me a look and then he left.
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? FREAK? It was a bit scary. But I´ve seen worst.
When I´m around the world, I don´t see them. It´s like as they don´t excist.
Maybe not at the same way as here. All the FREAKS are hiding in Malmö haha.
Why always me?
Leave me alone. Please.
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