Steps to developing intuition!
I was going through my books and papers, but mostly notes from traveling.
I found my book from 2009-2010 from South East Asia.
I was scanning through the book who is filled with recepiece, numbers, notes, destinations, quotes, letters, astrology and wise words.
I stoped for a minute and found this old one.
I don't know where I got it from but I wrote it down in my book.
And to be honest, I can't believe that these words actually came from myself.
I don't think I understood what I wrote completely back then, but now I really understand.
Here it comes.
Steps to developing your intuition.
1. Believe that the intuition is real. Labratory test have demostrated that scientists
can not replicate experiments that have been successfully conducted by scientists who do.
2. Realize that the humans spend a lot of time in denial.
We don't recognize the truth because it may be too painful or might force us to change our beliefs.
So, before you dissmiss new information ask yourself if you have evidence to back up your denial.
3. Undestand that the truth cannot hurt you. It may ruin your day,
but in the long term it will set you free,
4.Ask for guidance and be open minded. "Ask and it will be given".
5. Entertain your mind through meditation,
Your mind consists of layers. You must align them so that the information can flow from the deepest up to conscious awareness,
6. We all hear inner voices that can be compared to old tapes.
These are parents of former teachers, "You should do this, you shouldn't do that".
Go past them to the voice of intuition.
This has serenity, a peacefulness that never tries to manipulate.
Learn how to recognize the difference.
7. Finally when insights come, look for consistacy.
Do they meet the factors or fly in the face of them?
Look closely and be honest with yourself.
So, here's a little bit you should do.
Much love to you all.
It's getting cooold
I'm getting closer and closer to my goal.
My only problem is that I have a hard time to wait with certain stuff.
I want stuff to happen right away.
Yes, I know. Patient!
But one thing that really slows me down is that I'm freezing.
Litterally freezing my ass off over here in Sweden.
For many many years I've been struggeling
with this when it comes to the winter time in Sweden.
My body just don't want to work with me as I want to.
Just as I'm writing this, my fingers are cold,
my nose is cold and I have dune shoes on together with socks,
and my feet are like ice cubes.
My body is just not made to be living in this climate.
I'm an air sign, I can't stand the cold wind,
this makes me unbalanced.
I think I just need more love or more hugs so I feel warm.
It's been too little of that lately.
But it has been pretty nice to spend time with myself too.
Since I just had problem on the guy front this year.
Except with one, who I really enjoyed my time with but everything comes to an end.
And staying in different countries is hard sometimes.
I'm used to it by now.
Many of my friends thinks that I'm silly because I freeze so much,
but they have no idea how my muscles cramp, I get tensed and I can't relax.
Or, I need to move my big ass some more and get my circulation going.
But how easy is that when I don't want to leave my bed or take away the blanket?
Seriously.
I look outside the window and it has been raining for the last 2 weeks.
Almost every day. I get sad.
I turn into a child and I don't want to go out.
But I get restless and I'm almost starting to climb on the walls.
The thing is that I HATE clothes.
I'm one of them woman that wants to run around naked.
To feel free.
And putting on one, two, tree sweathers, 2 pants,
gloves, socks, hat.... the list is long....
IS NOT MY STYLE.
I'm an island girl, LESS IS MORE!
I want to feel connected.
Barefoot.
Feeling the sun, the wind and the water.
I want all the elements to be alive so I can recharge.
But sometimes it's really nice with a little cold... just a little.
I haven't enjoyed a fall (not even winter) in a long time.
And I hope that I won't in a long time either.
But sometimes you miss it-
To spend time in your house,
listening to some good music, have some candles, incents,
drink a hot cup of tea or chocolate,
buckle up on the couch, grab a blanket, watch a movie and just relax!
And preferably with some good company.
And let's not talk about giving massages.
I love giving massages to my clients when it's cold outside,
relaxing, warm and nice in my apartment.
It also gives ME energy.
When I'm not able to go outside.
I miss the nature.
I'm a nature girl.
There is no nature here.
Just grey and a lot of buildings and traffic.
Depressing.
City. Even if I grew up being a city girl, I have never been one.
I miss the jungle.
I miss the Thailand jungle.
But, my home is calling me.
This is not my home.
It's just a stop over, a base.
My BATCAVE. This is my hideout.
Where I land and rest until I continue my path.
My home is in Mexico.
I can tell everyone that I used to live there.
Not in this life (even if I've been there 3 times)
And my spiritual connection is strong there.
So, what do I do?
I was aiming to get back to Mexico in November.
I manifested it and yesterday I booked my ticket.
First to London where I'll be spending 2 days with some friends and then continue to Mexico.
I'll be spending some time there for couple of months and study Spanish full time,
8 hour a day from a school in Sweden.
It's going to be a challenge to dicipline myself.
It's not going to be just Playa Playa Playa.
But I made a schedule for myself already.
First thing in the morning will be Yoga.
If I don't dicipline myself and do it myself, it will be at Poc-Na.
Oh, how I missed that place.
After that it will be a breakfast,
the beach and around lunch time it will be studies.
I even signed up to be a dog sitter.
I think this is a very good thing for me, since I love dogs and I want my own.
I also think I'm going to end up with adopting one.
(I just feel this is going to happen)
I was a dog sitter for 4 dogs in Thailand the last time I was there,
and that was piece of cake!
(except from that one ran away, but she was found)
so what would the problem be now?
Nemas problemas!
A good company while studying.
His name is Buggy.
And I will live with my beautiful Mexicana hermana (sister) Maribel to start with.
Then I get my own place so I can study in peace.
Oh, how I miss all my friends over there.
And from Thailand.
I appriciate life so much, and everyone I meet.
Just please, take me home to Mexico now! :)
I can't waaaait any longer....
Love Love Love
And Peace
Manifestations...
Just reflecting of what have been happening in my life for the last year,
and boy I have a lot of stories in my bag.
Instant connections, old connections, new connections, lost connections.
In different locations around the world.
It feels like my life have been on full speed for the last year.
In every way and all kinds of crazy turns and directions.
Makes me feel lost sometimes.
Not lost in my mind but confused when enter a new location.
It takes a long time for me to re adjust, everytime.
Not just mind, but body too.
Mostly get a cold, migrains, etc.
But I can be on one of the other places instantly in my mind.
So I live in my own little dream world.
My happy land.
When I escape life for a while, it's when I listen to music.
I listen to a lot of music.
I created this.
My life.
I choosed all this.
It took a while and I still haven't reached a final destination.
I don't think I ever will.
But hey, look where I am.
Look how I climbed, how it changed me.
I am in Sweden, but I have 2 beautiful islands that I can call HOMES.
Both, on different sides of the world.
Amazing places, amazing people.
Yeah, some drama here and there but this is something you can never escape.
Anywhere!
I attracted it to be like this.
I manifested it.
I'm happy and so greatful for my life and what I've been experienced so far.
I've done a lot.
I've seen a lot.
Not everything, but more than I ever thought I'll see.
Many sides of the crazy world we live in,
many sides of myself
Many crazy people from all over the place too.
But what I have experienced is that in the end,
we all win on being honest and respectful towards eachother.
My manifestations are always very strong.
I learned my lesson about being causius about it.
And being clear and specific WHEN you want something.
It's been "not the right timing" for me many times in life.
I hope I learned my lesson by now ;)
But I'm still learning and still growing.
You have to take risks in life.
Many risks.
Not too many.
Still use your brain.
That's how you know you are living.
That is life.
Listen to yourself for once.
I have always been one of those who "thinks with my heart".
Some people "think with their mind".
I saw a spiritual documentairy the other day that explained more precise
that what we need to do is to combine the heart with the mind
and the mind with the heart to work as it suppose to do.
It takes practise.
And can I be a real yoga teacher now and say that it's mostly just about awareness.
Being aware of everything you do.
Every step you take, where you put your focus, how you are breathing etc.
Try to think about these small things when you are walking or doing something.
Just listen to yourself.
That's all for me tonight.
Peace and love
