Same same but different.
As times flies by she sits with an empty look on her face.
She is confused.
The days feel the same, they are all just one big summer night in the end.
Same same but different.
Sometimes she do stuff even if she doesn't want to.
She needs to breath. She needs space.
But she lives today and she feels good.
She enjoys every single moment.
She is happy anyway, she only need a break from everything.
Somehow she is tired of this. She wants more.
She wants adventure, she wants to do different things.
She gets bored easily.
She needs fire. She needs something that blows her away.
Something that catches her and have her.
It have not been long time ago she came back but she is allready looking for more.
She can't get enough.
She is looking for something she doesn't know what it is.
It's somewhere out there. She is just going the wrong direction.
She lost herself somewhere,
she came a long way in her searching but things are not always easy.
It's a long way and she haven't even walked halfways.
She goes with the flow at the moment but normally she likes to walk the other way only
because it's harder and then you will have a mission to make, mostly for yourself.
Coming back to new friends is sometimes hard,
because it's very easy to fall back into old habits from time to time.
Like many others knows about it, many people always take an easy way out.
But, news flash: Life ain't easy and if you don't struggle a little bit, you come nowhere.
Where are all the people that are smart and wise and blow my mind away with knowledge?
I need advise. I need something to learn. I need something to do.
I think I need to shut my phone of for couple of days and just be home and think.
Or at least alone, maybe go down on Möllan and meet someone
old hippie that can blow my mind away with stories or something?
That's the only thing I miss from traveling.
All the weird people you meet, that you normally never meet.
And how you can connect with someone that is so different compares with yourself.
How easy it starts to get to read people, how they work and how they act.
But in the end, we are all the same.
I am looking forward to the end of summer when I maybe get a visit from another country.
No expectations, if it happens I just get happy and lucky!
Until then I have to survive here and... wait.
She is confused.
The days feel the same, they are all just one big summer night in the end.
Same same but different.
Sometimes she do stuff even if she doesn't want to.
She needs to breath. She needs space.
But she lives today and she feels good.
She enjoys every single moment.
She is happy anyway, she only need a break from everything.
Somehow she is tired of this. She wants more.
She wants adventure, she wants to do different things.
She gets bored easily.
She needs fire. She needs something that blows her away.
Something that catches her and have her.
It have not been long time ago she came back but she is allready looking for more.
She can't get enough.
She is looking for something she doesn't know what it is.
It's somewhere out there. She is just going the wrong direction.
She lost herself somewhere,
she came a long way in her searching but things are not always easy.
It's a long way and she haven't even walked halfways.
She goes with the flow at the moment but normally she likes to walk the other way only
because it's harder and then you will have a mission to make, mostly for yourself.
Coming back to new friends is sometimes hard,
because it's very easy to fall back into old habits from time to time.
Like many others knows about it, many people always take an easy way out.
But, news flash: Life ain't easy and if you don't struggle a little bit, you come nowhere.
Where are all the people that are smart and wise and blow my mind away with knowledge?
I need advise. I need something to learn. I need something to do.
I think I need to shut my phone of for couple of days and just be home and think.
Or at least alone, maybe go down on Möllan and meet someone
old hippie that can blow my mind away with stories or something?
That's the only thing I miss from traveling.
All the weird people you meet, that you normally never meet.
And how you can connect with someone that is so different compares with yourself.
How easy it starts to get to read people, how they work and how they act.
But in the end, we are all the same.
I am looking forward to the end of summer when I maybe get a visit from another country.
No expectations, if it happens I just get happy and lucky!
Until then I have to survive here and... wait.
Kommentarer
Postat av: YogiSinzapatos
Methinks you need to be still. Spend time alone. Quiet time. Lots of meditation & self-observation without filling in the emptiness by doing. You are a human BE-ing.
And, methinks you need to read The School for Gods. Here are some samples. http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=202162&id=679338148&ref=mf
I will mail you the 1st 50 pages
Peace & Love
Postat av: Lee
Thank you Pete! And thanks for the book! And yes you are right, it was exactly what I wrote! :)
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