ૐ It's just me ☼ Lee Lee ૐ ☮ ♥

I've been laying here in my bed for more then 1-2 hours,

trying to get some sleep but it doesn't work somehow.

Even if the bed is moving like a baby crib.

I've just been thinking about tomorrow, when I'm leaving this boat.

I've been waiting for the moment for a while now but never did it.

I'm actually moving out!!

I've had the same bed for more then 3, almost 4 months now.

This have been my home for a while now.

It feels weird to leave now when I think about it.

Then I can imagine Aldam and Joey, who have been onboard this boat for YEARS.

I'm going to miss this boat.

Having a moving bed that putts me to sleep and many other things.

I've had an amazing time here actually.

No matter how many fucked up days I had, but like they say...

”What doesn't kill you makes you stronger”.

And don't forget the S in makes ;)

Now to something else then the boat.

I think it was good that I didn't leave the boat today as I was supposed to.

I slept way to long, so I was tired the whole day.

Anyway...

A Swedish agent came onboard to see Raja Laut,

because they are having a day-charter in 2 days with swedish channel 5.

Staff party for Channel 5 (Kanal 5) for Håkan in ”Färjan”.

I talked a bit to this guy, wich was very friendly.

He asked me why I quited my job now when Kanal 5 are coming etc etc.

He gave me a bit of hope, cuz he offered me a new job!!

I got his card and gonna call him as soon as everything here is finished.

I don't know what kind of job, but I think he can figure something

out because he seemed like a real deal, that knows what he is doing.

A real ”stockholm profil”.

Who knows? Anything can happen. :)

So, let's hope for the best. The only thing I'm worried about right now is

my Visa. I have to PAY for the visa run later on if I'm going back to Thailand.

But... If I got a new job, that's nothing to worry about.

See guys, everything works out for me in the end after all.

I just have to make the right choices and make the right time.

And then the puzzle pieces fits. I'm having a plan again.

I just have to get some more time to think about it before I make up my mind,

where to go and what to do.

CUZ, in march.. the 9.th, my beloved and lovely friend is going to asia.

Annica Cederholm. Her and I is catching up somewhere here in Asia.

And then she (and I, I hope) is going to live with her family in Philippines.

That's going to be amazing. :)

Well... anyway. that's all for today...

I'm gonna try to get some sleep now, again.

Hasta luego amigos.