Think smart....?
Haha. Well, I'm back in Bangkok again.
Feel a bit restless but I get more and more comfortable here...
Not in Bangkok, but with the company and people.
I like hanging out with the guys too.
I talked to A. today and everything she said maked good sense for me,
just like many other have said the last months....
I am sorry for not being so open to her,
but I am so used to that my friends never tell their feelings or reaction of surtain things.
So, I am back with the people who ASK me how I feel and how I react so surtain things...
I am not used to that. For me, it makes no sense sometimes.
Sometimes I just feel like a coldhearted bitch, but I'm really not.
I'm not really the same person as I was in Mexico, yeah people change alot.
Specially when I am at home in Sweden.
But I try my best to be as happy as I was before. And I am happy today,
but maybe I don't show is as much as I did over there...
And not maybe in the same way as before either.
I am comfortable with myself and I am not in a need of attension as much as I was before too.
I do miss something in my life but I really don't know what.
Like a guy I meet recently told me : Lee, stop being such a girly Swede now...
You over-think it too much. Yeah, maybe I DO think too much.
Make plans in my head for everything... that's me. I know.
Think, think, think.
But I rather think that not think at all, even if I'm blond! :P
Well, so, here I am, in Bangkok, in my room, alone....
Hmmmm.... Yeah what ever. see you tomorrow.
