My life, my dream and my happiness
Hiii everyone.
Soon it's time for bed. I'm in my cabin right now.
Thinking of how great my life is.
I'm just missing a man to share this with. Othervise it's perfect.
And I have to tell you that it's quite hard to travel with
2 guys who just talk about sex the whole time...
It's just like at home, being around my friends, but this is 24/7, EVERYDAY!!!!!!
Makes me go crazy!
I can't wait until we sail on monday,
but I guess that tomorrow is going to be a hard day to prepare everything.
I have a lot of responibility on the boat. More then I thought actually.
It's gonna take me couple of days, then I'm getting there....
I am just really excited and want to learn everything right away so I can chill later hehehehe ;)
The only shitty about this, is that I am going to work for 6 days/week.
Off on sundays only. I will be working from 7 am to 5 pm.
But I guess that it will be more chill later when we are on the sea (?)
And that I have to work on Christmas and New Years eve,
that I was suppose to spend with Tim and maybe Frida (if he's not leaving)
But I can say like this: 1,000 DOLLAR TIP PER PERSON
ON NEW YEARS EVE is totally worth it =)
Weird old feelings I forgot about started to pop up lately.
I don't know why and I don't know if it's good or bad.
We'll see. And don't make any conclutions about that.
I really hope that the guys stays a while so we maybe can travel together later.
I am glad that Tim went to Asia so I could meet him again.
And Adeline too of course, but she is not here.
Even though Mr. T can be a bitch, I love this guy.
Last night I woke up from my sleep cuz I think I heard something.
I was just really confused and opened my eyes and looked at the window.
Tim was sleeping, but it felt like he read my mind.
I thought it was something from the curtains or the window.
In that SAME moment I thought that I heard he said: THE CURTAINS!
I got chocked. Are you awake? No answer, still sleeping.
How was this possible?
Why is this weird things happening when I'm around him?
Well.... I have to get some sleep. Early morning tomorrow.
Kiss Kiss
